DISCLAIMER: I’m sure you’ll never read this. I’m not writing this so you will. I’m writing this for myself and possibly other girls who read this.

At first I thought you were out of my league. I thought there would be no chance you would like me. I tried at first to be just friends, but as I started to know you more I quickly realized that I could never be just friends with you.

As the years go by the book of my life with you started getting filled with pages and at times chapters. Some of my favorite memories of high school had to do with you.

As we got into in college, and you were still in my life I still hoped things would work out between us. At first I kept coming up with excuses as to why you never asked me out, but I started to run out of the excuses. I had to come to terms with the fact of that day never coming.

It has been hard to move on from you. I don’t think it’s possible to have liked you for 5 years and be able to get over it quickly. At one point I thought I’d never get over you, but I am finally getting to a point of being able to.

And lastly though I want to thank you. I want to thank you for the good times we shared. You’ve made me realize that I am stronger than I thought. At times you showed me what a relationship should look like, but you’ve also showed me what a relationship shouldn’t look like. I pray that you find another girl that makes you happier than you were with me.

And with all that being said I want to officially close that book and say goodbye. I am hopeful that someone else will come along, and I look forward to writing another book with whomever that may be.

 

Scripture References:

• “Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead” ~Philippians 3:13
• “We know that all things work together for the good of those who love God: those who are called according to His purpose.” ~Romans 8:28
• “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.” ~Psalm 32:8

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